I think my expectations are too high…it’s not the people that let me down, it’s me.
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I think my expectations are too high…it’s not the people that let me down, it’s me.
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HAHAHAHHAHA Totally freaking out about the pianist coming to rehearse her Lizst piano concerto with my orchestra! The day I really wish I wasn’t principal cellist…we gon get slapped tomorrow!
HAHAHAHHAHA Totally freaking out about the pianist coming to rehearse her Lizst piano concerto with my orchestra! The day I really wish I wasn’t principal cellist…we gon get slapped tomorrow!
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I want to go somewhere where no one knows my name. I think it would be nice to clear my head and to just get out of this poop place that I keep existing in. I’ve never felt like this; desperately needing to get away without anyone else. I’m tempted to say that I’m going to go to a friends house and hang out for the day, but actually drive somewhere else by myself. I don’t know, I thought that I could be really close to that one person and it would all be fine. I guess not. You kind of are taking me for granted and you’re not really showing that you’re worth my time. I don’t want to have to lose another person that I thought would be part of my life for a long time. It sucks. All I really want to do is have actual people that I can get through life with. I have a couple people now, but they don’t go to school with me. I don’t always have a person standing next to me, struggling and powering through like me. I want someone like that, and you were the one person I finally thought I could share this difficult road with, but you’ve slowly proven that you aren’t the best at it. I’m just sad that we aren’t what I thought we would be. I just want to be close to you, is that too much to ask? All I want you to do is show me that you care. I’m being sort of dramatic…but I never let anything out and it’s time I actually say something. I’m just hoping that I’ll be fine on the other side of this ordeal.
I want to go somewhere where no one knows my name. I think it would be nice to clear my head and to just get out of this poop place that I keep existing in. I’ve never felt like this; desperately needing to get away without anyone else. I’m tempted to say that I’m going to go to a friends house and hang out for the day, but actually drive somewhere else by myself. I don’t know, I thought that I could be really close to that one person and it would all be fine. I guess not. You kind of are taking me for granted and you’re not really showing that you’re worth my time. I don’t want to have to lose another person that I thought would be part of my life for a long time. It sucks. All I really want to do is have actual people that I can get through life with. I have a couple people now, but they don’t go to school with me. I don’t always have a person standing next to me, struggling and powering through like me. I want someone like that, and you were the one person I finally thought I could share this difficult road with, but you’ve slowly proven that you aren’t the best at it. I’m just sad that we aren’t what I thought we would be. I just want to be close to you, is that too much to ask? All I want you to do is show me that you care. I’m being sort of dramatic…but I never let anything out and it’s time I actually say something. I’m just hoping that I’ll be fine on the other side of this ordeal.
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Ok….I don’t think I’ve ever been happy just to see someone before. Like even seeing your car when I drive around, I get excited. I’m pretty sure that I’m letting my guard down too much. Don’t make me regret this!
Ok….I don’t think I’ve ever been happy just to see someone before. Like even seeing your car when I drive around, I get excited. I’m pretty sure that I’m letting my guard down too much. Don’t make me regret this!
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Mmmmeeeeeehhhh I don’t want to do school anymore! I guess we’ll just be friends and see we’re it Le goes. Hahahaha I have such a sad life with music!
Mmmmeeeeeehhhh I don’t want to do school anymore! I guess we’ll just be friends and see we’re it Le goes. Hahahaha I have such a sad life with music!
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Do I make myself too vulnerable? Do I care too much? That’s really what I want to know.
Do I make myself too vulnerable? Do I care too much? That’s really what I want to know.
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Trying to show that I’m happy without you, but it’s hard… Please don’t be a person that takes me for granted
Trying to show that I’m happy without you, but it’s hard… Please don’t be a person that takes me for granted
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I’m not that confident in myself. I walk around looking at the ground. People say that I always look happy, I guess I am. I just don’t want to be around the same people anymore, I want to go out and explore the world. I want to see new people and not feel like they already have a preconceived thought that I’m some music nerd or weird runner. I just want to go to a new place and meet new people, and have a fresh start. Let’s see how college goes.
I’m not that confident in myself. I walk around looking at the ground. People say that I always look happy, I guess I am. I just don’t want to be around the same people anymore, I want to go out and explore the world. I want to see new people and not feel like they already have a preconceived thought that I’m some music nerd or weird runner. I just want to go to a new place and meet new people, and have a fresh start. Let’s see how college goes.
